yabadabadoo! exams over oredi! yippe yippee!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

exams are over!! -relieved-

Anyway, my last post was a pre-exam post, and thus, to end of nicely, here's a post exam post to briefly talk about the experience i went through.

Before i begin, my dear asked me to advertise for 'xing wang's mango desert'. haha...my darling brought me to siglap xing wang's restaurant for dinner right after my horrendous matlab paper last friday. hee so sweet =) and we had such a feast! ok here's what happened...we ordered a plate of noodles, and some glutinous rice which were quite nice...then a plate of fried won tan! the thing is the picture on the menu showed really really big won tan and i'm such a big eater..was so hungry and wanted to eat that. and it ended up really really really tiny! like 10 times smaller the size. -.- so being hungry still, i looked at the desert...the mango desert look so nice...it looks huge but i thought since this restaurant uses picture to bluff the customers, shouldn't be that big...

LOOK AT THE PRODUCT!













ITS HUGGGEEEEE! we looked at each other, stunned. it was so huge i didn't know how to start...haha. anyway we finished more than half. haha. look at my dear destroying the mountain! we even made ice carvings on it haha!

okie...anyway back to the exams. it was so horrible. made me super stressed! its traumatic haha having so much to study...and facing really horrible paper which made me leave more than 30 marks blank. BAH. i just pray and cross fingers God will pull me through this exam. i dun wanna retake ahhh. hee...but its over now! and i'm a happy lil gal!

here are some pictures of us during the mugging spree in NUS Central Library. This is what i do when i'm bored and tired of studying...photo whoring!! hur hur... *grin*



































me and dearest biting our pens...

























my dearest concentrating..hahaha...

uhh i wasn't concentrating...i was posing. haha

oh! and u gotta look at my maths helpsheet! MA 1506! i had to take picture for rememberance! its full to the brim...no space for more formulas haha.

madness.

and my darling and guitar dearies were so sweet. thanks sandra for the motivational postcard! really sweeet! and i hope u all like the clips and the little note i wrote! yuting! didn't see u at the lib that day... or else i cld have passed u one that day too! =)

and from my dear:

so very sweet... =) love u!

thakns sandra! the card is so me! haha (quoting from min hwee and my darling..i look like that little creature)

ok enough of photos!

To my friends (Jess, bitsies, min hwee, guo yi, etc etc...):

thank you all for your encouragements...all the smses, msn chats...really mean so much. when i'm stressed, you all msg me to tell me to keep going...min hwee, thanks for all the good luck msges..sorry if i replied so late! thank you for asking me to jia you...thank you all! i love all of you! =) sandra! i owe u banana split! remind me ah! lets go for k box soon k! i miss it!...yuting ah! when u start work! leave some time for us k haha...or use the money u earn to treat us...wahahhaha. dun do so much shopping! :P

To my darling:

dear..you've been there for me throughout my entire exams...through thick and thin. You've been there, never leaving me alone.

When i'm stressed and u know i'm stressed, you call me and sent me smses to encourage me all the way...

When i'm tired and feeling sleepy, you'ld be my energizer fishy and bunny, taking silly pictures of yourself and send me to make me laugh....

when i'm breaking down and feeling so demoralised, you prayed for me over the phone, and reminded me of God's love...

when i'm getting frustrated, you did not get irritated..instead you calm me down..

when i'm feeling nervous, you came to hug me and made me calm...

when i'm feeling unconfident, you told me that i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me...

above all, every single day, every single hour, every single moment, you told me....

i love you.

and i'm always with you.

dear, you really mean the world to me. i know you've been there for me more than i've been there for you througout these exams. i made you sad coz it seemed my faith disappeared...i was in total frenzy and forgot about God's presence...but you brought me back, you brought me back to God. you reminded me of His love. Dear, if you haven't realised, you're the bestest boyfriend and soulmate in my heart. the one and only....thank you dear for all that you've done. I too, wanna do all that i can for you...i truly, thank God for you.

Thanks darling for every single thing that you've done out of love.

I love you. =)

Emmanuel - God with us.

This post will be entirely dedicated for my dearest and all my friends who are currently going through a difficult and stressful period, for the exams are near...

I understand fully how it feels when there's only like less than 1 week left for some of us before the exam battle begins.

stress?

of course i feel the stress and i understand the plight many of my friends are going through now.

for me, revision has been bad. time passes quite quickly everyday and i could barely do much in a day. especially when my body seems to be wanting to catch up on sleep..its really hard when i'm tired and yet wanting to try to stay awake to read more but cant. and then waking up the next day to my dismay that i've one day less to study and i'm doomed.

so...darling and my dear friends...don't worry ok. If you're feeling the above, u're not alone. I'm with u and God is with u. and i'm not lying here =)

Darling -
I know that EG1109 & MA1506 are killing you. They are, to you, your killer modules. and i fully understand what it is to practise so much yet always getting it wrong coz u just can't see it or due to carelessness. I know you're afraid to fail...but dearest, just remember to do your best and leave the rest to God ya? I'm with u, whether u pass or fail...we can fail in everything but let us not fail God. God gave us talent in different areas...there are some areas we're bound to struggle with but let us not be dismayed. God did not promise us to have a smooth life, but He promised us eternity and promised us that He'll bring us through all struggles. With faith, hope and love, you'll be fine k. I'm holding your hand and God is carrying you...you'll do fine honey..dont worry k! =) hugs. i love u!

Sandra-
my beloved bitsie_rou-song, i know things are going hard for you. You're getting uptight, worried, stressed out ..to the point of breaking down. I know soci is probably not your flair and you're struggling with it. Dont' worry ok! remember what you always tell me...God will make a way and do not fear coz God is with u.. i know its easier said than done...but bitsie, God has promised to guide us through every step along the way. We need to have faith and confidence in the Lord. You're not alone...do not fear, do not fret. I'm with u, and whether good or bad results, remember it won't grant us entry to heaven. It's not the grades, but your love for God. Have faith and be strong for God ok! Don't let the devil topple your faith! you can do it bitsie! i'm supporting u through it all =) jia you k! gambatte!

Yuting
hey my bitsie who MIA for soooooo long! dunno how many donkey years! haha...miss you gal! we all miss you! but we all understand the immense amount of stress you've been going through. Glad all your assignments are completed bitsie! u can relax now but not too much k...also must focus on exams! :) you're the strongest amongst us...can sleep so little....yet accomplish lots of things! but just wanna encourage u to keep going k. if u're tired or stressed, just remember you've friends around u to support you and be with u..and i'm one of them k! thou we had little chances to meet up and cathc up, we stil support each other and we'll catch up during hols ya! =) jia you jia you! its soon gonna be over!

Min Hwee
darling! reading from ur blog, u having troubles with ur organic chem ya? do not fret k...would a mindmap help? coz it helped me for organic chem during jc haha. i know you also very busy, got lots of things to memorise since u're in chemistry. brain feels like exploding....but everytime u feel like exploding..just remember the race is soon to be over k. just try ur best...don't push urself too hard. still must take care of ur health k! you can do it! if u feeling super stressed, just know that we are all hear for u. and we'll run this race together till the end..then we can go celebrate! look forward to after exams! hee hee! gambatte girl!

to guo yi, zhi zhong, nick, fred, yung chuan, hazel, xinling and the rest of acqua ...perhaps most of you don't have my blog or dont' read my blog...but just wanna say i know chem eng is really stressful. I haven't touched my maths...and my CN is killing me big time. heh! dun talk about cm or matlab! everything is killing me hahaha. but all of us in the same boat...we'll all help each other along the way yea...if u all dunno something...i can try to help. =) we'll all graduate together one day...let's just strive out best and get this over and done with yea? and hopefully we can forget all about clayperons, raoult, gibbs, malthus, henry and watever not. heh! jia you ppl!!


to end off before i cont mugging, just wanna encourage all of us that God is working..God is watching us from above. Do not study for competition, do not study for fame, but study for God ya...for His glory. That watever results we get, give thanks for all that we have for God has His purpose for everything, and His plans are always pleasing and perfect. He is our redeemer, our savoiur. He will never forsake us. When you're weary, ask Him for strength. When you're stressed, lay all your budens at the foot of the cross and He will carry them for u.

I probably won't blog till exams are over...so just wanna wish all of you good luck and all the best! God bless to all of you...and remember, you're not alone. love ya all! take care!! :)

p.s. jess dearie...do not worry about your interview tmr! you will do fine! i'll be keeping u in prayer..always am =) trust in God ok and go in with full confidence knowing that God will provide. He's holding your hand and He will guide u through it. Have faith and thank God for everything. Shuould u get the job, do remember to spread God's love to the market place u're placed at...and i pray you'll be the salt and light of this world. =) take care dearie..will definitely catch up with u after my exams! sorry i've been so caught up with sch, and spending so little time with u all this while! just wanna say i love you and i'm always with u no matter how far we're physically! take care and God bless my bestest friend =) hugs!


signing off,
davina

-love you darling- with you always...

M.A.D.

M.A.D.

MATTHIAS & DAVINA

M.A.D.LY IN LOVE

This is absolutely random.

It just came into my mind.

Though it's a little kinda cheesy

But I thought it was cool.

Don't you think so darling?

love you dear..

=)

And yes,

i'm mad from studying.

Not that i've done much.

But going MAD

knowing there's tons to do.

Blessed Easter to all!

GOD IS RISEN! HE IS RISEN INDEED!!
















Today during Easter service, my heart was not focused on worshipping God. I was distracted by what's happening around me. Distracted by the dance ministry, distracted by the music players...and distracted by all the workload recurring in my mind. But, as i look at the people around me, people of all age group, young and old, worshipping God..singing praises from within. And i was touched. There was a sense of joy knowing that this is God's family. And I'm part of this family. And you can be part of God's family too. As long as you believe...

Darling, I'm sorry for yesterday. All my whines, growls, frustration, tears and whatever not. I was a monster! Sorry for being so irritating... I was stressed up and had so much trouble with my CM and MATLAB. I was just lousy...i spent a whole 5 hours plus trying to debug coz i just wanna use ODE. How foolish. And i had to disturb so many people coz i just felt so helpless, now knowing why it just simply can't run. Thanks to all to help me...Dearest, Jian liang, wei jian, Zhi Zhong etc etc. gosh, i'm sorry i disturbed so many people. =( but really appreciate all of your help. Thanks to Wei Jian for telling me to use the save and load function. And really, even though i was such a monster, i just wanna really really thank my dear for being so patient, who even though was so stressed with his uncompleted work and revision, patiently and willingly took out time to help me look at my program and try to debug for me. I felt so bad. I'm sorry dear for being such a monster.

dear, i know that it's not about who helping who, but rather, its us helping each other out of love. I just wanna say that I love you for who you are and appreciate every single thing that you've done for me. And i too, would be more than willing to help you in any way. And i'll encourage you and be with you...in times of stress, sadness, happiness, frustration, worries, I WILL BE THERE....for you. And dear, you're not a useless boyfriend and i'm not a useless girlfriend either. God wouldn't make useless children, would He? He has a purpose for each one of us and we'll work and do His glory...We'll be His instruments. Our love will be a testimony...we're not useless. Lets try to stop blaming ourselves anymore k. I'll try dear =) Let's be strong and united in Christ as one body...and together, we'll run this race with God. What foundation can be stronger than God? =)

I know the next few weeks are gonna be so stressful and so often, we would want each other's attention..yet we need to focus on our books too. It would be hard but let us not expect anything from each other, but just give what we can and love each other wholeheartedly; that we'll be there for each other in times of need and in times of joy. We'll stand firm and not shake. Every struggle or tear that we go through or shed..we grow..and we grow with God and through God.

No matter how strong the storm is...we'll stand by each other, holding firm to God's love.

dear, you can do it ok...we'll make it to the mark. Step by step...i'll be your destresser, i'll be your comfort, i'll be your encourager, i'll be your lover. And God will see us through all this. no matter how well or how bad u do darling, i'll love you for who you are...we'll just do our best, and leave the rest to Him. He will provide...

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And i write all this because i love you....

-Hugs-

He died to wash away our sins

"He is before all things, and in him all things hold together. And he is the head of the body, the church; he is the beginning and the firstborn from among the dead, so that in everything he might have the supremacy."
Colossians 1:17-18

It's Good Friday today. The sermon during message today made me ponder about how unworthy I am. I am nothing, yet He was nailed on the cross, made to carry the cross, put on the crown of thorns, was sneered and mocked at, and CHOSE to die on the cross for US. Are we worthy of such love? So sacrificial, so magnificent. God's grace unto us...yet so many of us do not appreciate it and treat it cheaply. This world, was originally perfect, as written in Genesis yet look at it today. Our sins have caused the imperfection in this world. It's not Adam nor Eve. Should we be existent 2000 years ago, we would not have been better than Adam and Eve. In fact, I would probably have been worse. God's everlasting love and promise has been given to us, yet we so often disappoint Him time and time again. I wonder how many times our Father above has cried because of us. How sad it is for us to make Him tear.

But God is good. He forgives us. He's a gracious and loving God, who forgives the sins of many. How great it is to have such a magestic Father, that He gave His only Son to die on the cross for us. How great thou art! Let us sing praises and give thanks to God...repent and turn back to Him. He longs for us to gather in His name and sing of His glory. Wouldn't it be nice to see the big Father up there smile at us? How warm that is.

Thank You God for everything and anything. You're indeed above all things. Nothing is more powerful or better than you. Nothing in this world can be compared to You.

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As exams are nearing, revision is so tight. And so many of us still have to rush through our tutorials and assignments, i just wanna tell my friends and my dear that i'll be praying for all of you.

Dear, Sandra, Min Hwee, Yuting, Hui Lin, Min Joo, Guo Yi, Acquarians, Xin Ling, Hazel, etc etc...

Jess...will pray for journey mercy as you return to Singapore in a few days time... hope you having a great time in Taiwan =)

-You all will be in my prayers-

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4:6-7

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
Matthew 11:28-30

Do not fret! Just trust in Him and He will provide.

Take care friends =) love you all...

miss you and love you darling =)

we'll run the race together..

A verse a day keeps the devil away =)

Verse for the day:

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."
Isaiah 41:10

my dear is sleeping beside me in the library now... =) hee hee.

the time for revision has come. It's time to go full steam for the battle.

May God grant all of us strength, endurance and perseverance to fight through this battle. With Him on our side, there's nothing impossible we cannot do. =)

sweet dreams dear...

where's sandra & min joo & min hwee when i'm in the library?

hmmmm...
i'm on the 5th floor! =)