hurt

i don't understand why things turned out this way...

my mind is in a whirl.

why does the definition of love differs from people to people?

is it that hard to understand what true love is?

i'm tired.
i'm hurt.

i've had enough of crying.

perhaps this's a test of faith.
yet its so hard to pass this test.

God, give me strength...
God, heal my wound...

but in everything, i know that they did what they did out of love and concern for me...and ultimately, i still thank God for them. And i thank God for my dear.