sigh

A week of school has passed. Somehow, i'm still dreading the start of tutorials and labs and whatever not. I guess i've not set my heart down to the monotony of schooling. sigh.

i don't wanna whine but i'm just feeling a little down shifting from home to pgp once again. and now, i'm in this room with 4 walls around me...all alone, facing my lap top, typing. and its 10.40pm. My mom and dad's voices, my brother's footsteps...i miss all of those. Today, before i left home for pgp, i decided to bring a photo frame of my family photo. And its nicely placed beside my lap top, on the table, now. As i type, my eyes continuously glanced across to the photoframe...and its a photo of us sitting in a garden at Russia, with flowers all surrounding us and us, smiling so brightly. and my brother...he's leaving for Manchester. i'm so sad....... =( so gonna miss him. even though we both are busy with our own stuff, but i still know that he's around at home, in his room...but now, he's going for 6 months! so long =( sigh. and my parents will be all alone at home..and i'll be alone at pgp. i wish my family doesn't have to part in any way.

sigh.

and soon, i'm gonna be drowned with all the assignments and lab reports and tutorials....

i miss my family. i miss you.