I just settled down..its 9 pm. I had my DG (Discipleship Group) from 6-8 just now.

I said the salvation prayer today.

Josephine (my DG leader) asked me when i accepted Christ, if i've said the prayer of salvation before and all. Well, i don't have a specific significant event that made me accept Christ. In fact i don't know when i started accepting Christ! And i can't remember if i've said that prayer before..coz if i did, it would be because i followed pastor in saying that prayer, usually after sermons.

During DG today, somehow i felt different. As we were learning about God, i kinda have this feeling of unworthiness. I felt like a total wreck, a terrible sinner, unworthy for God's love. and yet, i'm thankful to know God's promise for me, that He has given me eternal life, and this life is in His son.

When Jo asked for prayer requests...i told her that i want to be prayed for deeper faith with God. These few days have been pretty bad. I felt stressed, weak, lost, empty...and i wasn't really myself. It's as though something came over me and i just tend to put God aside. Right now, i'm praying to get back to the right track. I want to put God in the centre of everything..no matter how busy i am, how many projects i have, still, ultimately, He must be the focus in my life.

Without Him, i can do nothing. With Him, i can do everything.

I wanna keep on holding on to my faith, never letting it go...