something abt myself

I'm feeling pretty down now but i realised, i'd rather keep such feelings within me rather than letting it out. Just a while ago, some friends on msn asked me how am i and all, and all i replied was, 'i'm fine'.

Perhaps i prefer not to worry others, and i'd rather they busy themselves with their stuff rather than comforting me and all. I think i'm someone who would rather bottle up my feelings but i do know that if it accumulates, one day i'll probably just break down. I still remember in jc, how i really kept lots of things to myself..not letting any of my jc friends know wads going on...it felt awful but then, somehow, there's smth hindering me from saying it out. Other than jess i suppose =)

Not really in a good mood now. Don't ask me what happened, coz i myself am not very sure. but i guess i'd be fine tmr =) at times like this, i really wish i could just face the sea, with the wind blowing across my face and having someone to lean on.